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To anyone who stumbles upon this...

There are just so many people I am no longer friends with for one reason or another. So if any of those people happen to find this, just know, whoever you are, that im not mad at you. I hope that doesnt make it sound like I feel all self important. Its not meant too. I just think its long over due that I let some things go, and just breathe. Beathe, and let it all go.  So thats what I am doing.  And maybe one day some of those people will feel comfortable enough to say it back.


 

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with pat passing away it feels like a chp in my life is really over. It has been for a while, but now it really feels over. Pat was part of a time in my life that I grew up a lot. I kind of went from a teenager into what I am now. The more mature grown up adult me. We had some crazy wild times back then. Since then chris and I have stopped talking to most if not all the other people that shared that time in our lives with us. As people leave, go away and die, there are less people to reminisce with and remember those times with. Its kind of weird. And sad. Im glad I got to experience all of that though. It changed me I think, for the better. Even though, we werent close esp now a days, his death takes me right back to a time when chris, pat, myself and some other people, were all so close, and just having the best time. When something like this happens, you tend to forget all the bad shit that happened and remember those really great memorable times when everything just seemed right.

Apr. 18th, 2006

.the beggining is the end is the beginning

Mar. 31st, 2006

"We cross our bridges when we come to them and burn them behind us, with nothing to show for our progress except a memory of the smell of smoke, and a presumption that once our eyes watered."
- Tom Stoppard

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